it’s really hard and frustrating. I wish, i don’t think too much about this. It’s killing me inside..
I don’t really need to look very much further
I don’t wanna have to go where you don’t follow
I won’t hold it back again, this passion inside
Can’t run from myself
There’s nowhere to hide
Don’t walk away from me…
I have nothing, nothing, nothing…
If I don’t have you
Almost all boys worried about their jealous girlfriend..
If the girl feel suspicious, she will start to investigate like FBI..
Asking every little details,
Very minor little thing,
Something outside the common sense…
Because at that time,
The girl’s mind is full with the thought of the boys..
She is afraid to lose the boy..
Then, the boy start to feel suffocate,
He feel like he lost his freedom.
Then, he start to scold the girl.
Arguments take place.
At the end, the girl feel unappreciated.
She is hurt…
When her heart start to bleed,
She start to lose a portion of her feeling.
The more she hurt, the more the feeling will gone.
Until at the end, she feels nothing.
During that time,
Nothing could revive her feeling back.
No matter how hard the boy try.
She just stare him blankly.
Boy.. appreciate your girl like a man.
When she loves you, meaning that you are her world.
When she is jealous, it show how much she love you..
* Drafted on 23rd May 2013, at 10.13PM*
What doesn’t kill you make you stronger..
“We either make ourselves miserable or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same” – Carlos Castenada
Some people think that to be strong is to never feel pain. In reality, the strongest people are the ones who feel it, understand it and accept it. One of the hardest things I have ever had to do was actually except that Joshua was gone. I had to accept that he would never walk through the doors of our home with a smile on his face and say hello. I had to accept that neither the world nor myself would ever hear his laugh ever again.
The first year of losing Joshua I was a walking Zombie, just going through the emotions and putting on a face that represented strength and grace. I didn’t want people to know what was actually going on – I was completely crumbling on…
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