The sense of longing for you,
Is it purely from the inner me or actually because of my surrounding?

Sometime you keep saying that I’m affected by my friend.
But honestly, no.
It’s purely from me, which is something that I can’t control
Should I just throw this desire away?
Should I just ignore it?
When I do, maybe you are no longer a part of me.

Don’t ask me to do that, cause it’s torturing me.