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Projector-like Mind

30 Wednesday May 2012

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Have you ever seen a projector?

Let it be movie projector, slide projector, overhead projector, or anything that project image, video, or anything.

Like this one

Or like this one?

 

Almost everybody knows about projector. Even if you go for movie, the movie is projected to the big-white screen through projector.

Could you imagine, your mind, and your heart feeling is transparent, and could be seen by everybody else? Could you imagine the things that you are thinking, and your feeling, is projected out from your body, to right in front of others? Really scary, isn’t it?

Sometime, people wish they can see others feeling, but at the same time, they want to hide theirs. That’s human nature, trying to defend themself. When we know about others people’s feeling, it’s an advantages to us. We either take precautios step (if we want to impress them, or to avoid any conflict) or we simply take it for granted (if we know they carzily like/admire/love us, and we know they would never turn their back on us).

There are people who have projector-like mind, where their mouth is the projector. Everything that they think and feel, they will ‘project’ it through their words. Almost everything. People instantly will know wether they feel sad, angry, confused, or happy. Some people think this kind of people will let other know about themselve, only to let other went inside their personal space, cause nothing is confidential. But less people realize that this kind of people must be made of courage as their blood!

Sometime I can be a human projector, and but almost the time I’m like a rat hiding in the dark hole, hiding everything. I could be someone that tell everything inside me, if i have enough courage to do that. Usually, I don’t know where I get that courage, and that absolutely suprising me. The courage that always hiding somewhere inside me, and only pop-out when I’m really need it. Only certain people get to see that courage, and trust me, that person are really lucky.

I believe, a human projector must have a lot of courage, if you see from  my situation. Some will gain respect, and some will gain opposite of it. Yes, in certain thing, I’m trying to be a human projector, when it comes to my own life. I hope I could gather that tiny little courage hiding somewhere in me, and grow it, as big as i could. Courage, please come out and help me!

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30 Seconds of Joy

25 Friday May 2012

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There’s a time, when you feel really happy. You feel like you own everything in this world. You can smile for the whole day, without any reason.

Then suddenly, something just spoiled it, ruining everything. Something that you least expected. The smile on your face fade away, blow along with the wind of frustration.

That is 30 seconds of joy.

A happiness that last for only 30 seconds.

You felt happy, but quicly being replaced with anguish.

That 30 seconds of joy,

You wish it would turn into 30 years, or 30 decades of joy.

You could only wish.

And you keep wishing~

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Why I love you?

19 Saturday May 2012

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Why I love you?
Do I need a reason?
 
Why I love you?
Do I need to give an explanation?
 
Why I love you?
Do I have to show it to you?
 
Why I love you?
Do I have to tell others?
 
Why I love you?
Do I have to ask for permission?
 
Why I love you?
Do I have to give scientific measure?
 
Why I love you?
Do I have to give you the biological term?
 
Why I love you?
Do I need to derive the chemical equations?
 
Why I love you?
Do I need to give the psychological perspective?
 
Why I love you?
Do I need to relate it to social connection?
 
Why i love you?
Could you please stop ask me that question?
Because I didn’t know the exact reason.
The only thing I know,
Why I love you~
 

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Behind every smile and laugh

16 Wednesday May 2012

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Smile brightly,

Laugh cheerfully,

Did you know that’s what I love to do?

Of course I laugh when I’m happy, because that’s how I express my happiness. But sometimes happiness is not the only reason I laugh. For me, laugh is just like a theraphy,laughing is a part of my self defense. When I laugh, I feel I can hide myself, from pain, from fear, from nervous, from despair, from everything that bother me. When I’m smiling, I feel like everybody will be happy to be with me. When i’m smiling, i feel like someone is happy because of me. When i’m smiling, it’s like i’m giving out positive energy to them.

When I laugh, I feel like i’m entertaining my self. When I laugh, I feel like i’m living on my own. People might think that i’m not serious. People might think i’m just playing around. But, that’s me. I love to laugh. That’s the only thing I can do,  besides not giving the proper response that people might expected, because sometime I have problem in expressing myself. That’s why, I think laughing is the easiest way for me to express everything. Then, it’s become a habit, which can’t be changed anymore. People around me might be confused, what am I thinking actually? Am I just playing around?

No, I’m not.

I’m serious, but in my own way.

There’s a time when I’m angry and mad, there’s a time when I cry because I’m sad, but that’s when I’m alone. If  I’m with others, everything might be expressed with my laugh and smiles. I’m not crazy, I’m totally normal.

Because,

I love to smile and laugh~

 

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Fly high

12 Saturday May 2012

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I want to fly high,

Holding the sky,

Embracing the star,

Laying down on the cloud,

Dancing under the moonlight,

 

I want to fly high,

Flying into a place,

Where people always dreamt of,

Live to the heart content,

Live to the fullest,

In a place named as Secrect Garden.

 

I want to fly high,

Fly into my own dream,

Fly into my own imagination,

Fly into world of my own creation,

 

I want to fly high,

Fly till I touch the sky~

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